Expectation kills

Sometimes we create our own hopes and break ourselves through expecting something from someone. Yeah, it hurts a lot but we shouldn’t blame others if we get disappointed rather we should blame ourselves for expecting too much from them. We should learn to love the thorns and not the roses. If I talk about today’s match then it was really quite disappointing. Since from the last Sunday I was so gladly waiting for the day when I will see my team NAPSA winning the semi-final and entering into the finals but it wouldn’t happen rather we lost the match against Meghalaya. I always took my step forward for volunteering so that through the God grace our team will be blessed, not just me only every one of them who are doing volunteer are all from Arunachali 1st batch. We expected a lot from our side, doing our work sincerely and eagerly waiting for our team to play. Even some of them have to sacrifice their food so that they wouldn’t be late up there for the volunteer. I was so desperate when they were 1 goal ahead from us but even though I waited firmly with a believe that they may overcome the score and soon the match will be with our side but it wouldn’t happen, we lost the match and at a very moment I got so much hampered that I kicked the ground and push one of the player behind me who was celebrating their win against us. The moment I reached the hostel I began feel sorry for what I did today. I mustn’t be so selfish since it’s just a match and winning and losing is just a part of it. Rather I should be very happy for witnessing the best match of this whole Tadar Each football tournament. Well, I can say is we should not expect someone for our own selfishness. However, Frankly speaking, I can’t keep up doing volunteer for the final and IAM really sorry for that, anyway best of luck to both the teams Meghalaya and Nagaland for the finals.